Love in Style

He is in the U S and I am here in India. I have not seen him in two years. We both love each other a lot but all our conversations in the last few years have been restricted to phone and skype. I don't know how things will be when he comes back.

We have been childhood sweethearts but life has changed now. I am not too sure on what I want from my life and so is he. He is a stern businessman and me a free lance writer and teacher.  Our social groups have become different and also our financial status.

In the middle this dilemma I got the news that he is coming to India for good. This morning he sent me a mail that he wants to meet me. Needless to say our families want us to tie the knot soon. But I am scared, for what is going to happen next, if he started liking someone there or anything else.

The D day has come and I have to meet him today. I don't know how to dress, should I be wearing a suit or a long dress or what!

I manage to pull out a new yellow netted top that I bought from hill road. A black jeans to make it look subtle and red pumps. I put on little make up with a bright red lip color. Though it looked sober for a date but I was not sure what kind of a date it was.

We went to this pool side restaurant and sat quietly. There was an uncomfortable silence that had crept in. The nervousness had killed my appetite. He started the conversation and we spoke about random mundane things to make it easy. Soon after our food came which was Vegetable Sizzler which is usually my favorite and after that sizzling brownie with vanilla ice cream. I was surprised that he remembered so much and very happy inside.

We spoke for a while and he dropped me home. As I was opening the door of the car, he just pulled out a rose from nowhere. He gave it to me and said 'You are my life, I love you'. He kissed me on my cheek and I must have turned tomato red. He then showed me the platinum ring that he had bought for me. He told me that he was looking forward to meeting and was equally anxious. He also said he was sure I would love this gesture and how much he missed me back there.

Platinum is best suited for our love because our love for each other has stood strong. Despite the distance we have still been there for each other and the distance has only got our hearts fonder. Our love is like the Platinum rare and eternal. When it is with us it just beautifies us and we are proud to be in this relationship like it is with Platinum. That day has proved that we should celebrate our bond with nothing less than the worth of Platinum love bands for each other.

We will always cherish this date night!

No ordinary girl

Meanwhile me and Anshuman we had literally grown up together, we have been dating since high school. We have been in love even before we knew we hit there. It so happened that once fine day when I entered a new class there was a new admission.

The guy looked very simple and yet he caught my eye. A bespectacled boy who was very close to being called white and tall, he had that charisma that pulled me towards him. Though I dont remember talking to him that very day but I think quite soon.

It looks very dramatic but yes I made a statement and promised myself that come what may this guy has to be my boyfriend, too early to decide my life partner but I knew there was something special about this boy which I wanted. Something that every girl dreams of.

Since then, there has been no looking back, we started dating almost two years later we became friends but we have been inseparable. I don't understand how people can have feelings for more than one person in a lifetime. I can't imagine my life without him or rather without us.

Anshuman has loved me above everything and thats what I like the most about him, he makes me feel no ordinary girl.

Signing off

Sam

TGIF

We finally met last night and I reached early with Alisha, we just ordered for our drinks and starters then came Aditya, as usual huffing and trying to catch his breath. He is one guy who has always like always been single throughout his life. He did make a girlfriend once but never lasted long. There are girls who want to be with him but somehow he resists that I dont know why.

Alisha and me we were both dressed casual jeans and tops unlike other girls there who were wearing short pretty dresses. Alisha is a natural beauty, she can wear her dirtiest of clothes and still manage to be the talk of the town. I have always admired her for that and her way of doing things, she has always been a winner a at whatever she does.

I was thinking of all this while I saw Yuvraaj coming with my favorite paneer tikka in his hands he always knows how to get a smile on my face. We caught up talking about our old school and our days together and what fun it was. We were pulling each others leg with all the nonsense we have been doing with each other, Aditya left early because there was some family issue with him, it makes me wonder despite being good friends we don't know a lot about him. There are too many layers to this man things that we don't know of probably no one knows of what he has gone through; we have never been to his home and he has never invited us too.

Just while I was quietly drinking a guy came and kissed Alisha on the cheek and That! she slapped right across his cheek and started abusing him. What a sight! I loved it when she used to fight with boys throwing the worst cuss words possible and Yuvraaj was trying to make peace while I was standing by their side and laughing.

signing off

Sam

mixed emotions

Sometimes it gets so difficult to pen down your thoughts even if you are used to this whole exercise, the mind is running its own race and the heart is busy with someone else in the crowd. Sometimes you just don't want to stick to societal norms and all that jazz.

At times I snuggle up in my blanket and forget how old I am, I want to eat tons and tons of chocolates and maggi and not think of the weight gain. Nevertheless my life is not so simple I hope same is yours.

My besties and I are planning a huge night out because we need to catch up on a lot of things we have not met for long not and drink and drop dead on the bed.

There have been lots and lots of updates people are falling into relationships then some are falling out of it, people are getting engaged, married, pregnant and then there are people like me exactly where they were in the relationship scene since a few years now.

I am missing the sprite and vodka mix, with some music to groove so that to top our conversations.
Let me now make some super plans for this weekend.

Sam